i don't have time to do this.

sometimes i wish i'm one of those super-organized, know-where-they're-heading people. mostly because i'm so seriously disorganized and un-time managed that things like that slip through the cracks of my fingers without my realizing, and before long it's oh-my-gosh there's no time now and everything just goes to shit and by that time there is absolutely nothing i can do to salvage this situation. why me? why.

the blinking colon on the clock mocks me.

i'm so doomed. for life.